It's 26th today, i'm trying hard to keep this space alive. but i don't know what to say. i had been at home for days! My fever ain't getting any better. My flu is getting worst each day. All those tablets that i had been taking everyday doesn't help at all. i really hate being sick. Especially that moment when i popped pills into my mouth and couldn't swallow it, ended up vomitting everything including the previous few pills that i ate & i gotta start all over again from the first pill. I'm going to be 18 this year and i couldn't even swallow a average size tablet. That's so embarrassing! Even my family doctor say i gotta start learning. If it's so easy, i would have learnt it long ago. I skipped school for 2days, skipped work today and i bet i will be skipping work tomorrow too. 2 more days, it will be my monthsary again, and we had been together for 20months(1year 8months) Time do fly right?